All of us
“You’re my best friend” whispers Diana as
a tear rolls down her face.
Still in a state of shock Rebecca asks “That’s
what you are upset about?”
“The fact that right now, at my lowest
point… I can’t even look at myself… You of all people are the closest thing to
a friend….” Diana cannot hide the spite reflecting in her tone.
“I wouldn’t say friend” Rebecca mumbles.
She is definitely not her friend. How could she be after all that has been said
and done?
“Friend… is the wrong word” Diana looks
at Rebecca wide eyed. Suddenly Rebecca laughs at the ridiculousness of the conversation
taking place and shakes her head as she can’t help but to sympathize with the
woman who has made her life a living hell for the past year.
Eleven months ago Rebecca and Neil where
jolted out of bed by the lurid sound of a car horn beeping continuously as if
it were stuck. The car was parked just outside Neil’s bedroom window.
Rebecca and Neil had finally spent the
night together after dancing around each other for months. “For God sake, you
two need to get a room” Andrew laughed at Neil the night before.
“What are you talking about?”
“Don’t even try to deny it. You two are
driving us all crazy. You both pretend to tolerate the other but the constant
fighting and the way you look at each other. That, my brother, is called bloody
frustration. You want her so go for it”
Rebecca turns around to face Neil who is
sitting up on the bed next to her “Who is that?”
“It’s my ex-wife. She is here to drop off
my son”
Neil pulls his jeans on and walks to the
front door signally that he will be a minute.
Leaving the front door open he
goes back to his room to find a t-shirt.
“I’ll just be a second” he says as he
leans down and gives Rebecca a chaste kiss. She looks up at him giving him a
small smile.
Rebecca looks at little Nathan, he can’t be more than four years old. Embarrassed
she crawls out of bed and heads to the ensuite.
Relieved she is at least
wearing Neil’s shirt she slams closed the bathroom door. She leans against it
to hear the outburst of vulgarity spearing out of Diana’s mouth towards Neil.
“We are not married anymore Diana, I can
do whatever I want” she hears him say.
She then can hear a small voice that must
be Nathans but can’t make out what he has said. Whatever it was it has silenced
his parents.
Rebecca is sitting on the toilet lid
looking at the doorknob her hand is covering her mouth. After a beat she gets
up and walks out straight past Neil. Collecting her clothes off the bedroom
floor she says nothing and listens to Neil explain that he cannot help that his
ex-wife is insane.
As she turns around to speak she notices
Nathan shyly peeps his head around the side of the door. She needs space to
process what has just occurred.
“I will um talk to you later” she glances
at him quickly turning away to pick up her hand bag and IPhone.
“Rebecca” Neil pleads
She turns around at the door way and
ruffles Nathan’s bowl haircut “Have a great day with your daddy” she smiles.
“I’ve got to go”
During the following weeks Rebecca and
Neil grow very close and she quickly feels herself falling under his spell.
Although at times they seem to get on each other’s nerves for the most part
they can’t keep their hands off each other.
Rebecca stays out of sight whenever
Nathan is being dropped off but she is never going to get used to the vicious
yelling that accompanies every visit. Why
won’t this woman just go away?
Rebecca has parked in their driveway as
she unloads the groceries. She is planning a special dinner. A horrible honk
makes her almost jump out of her skin and she drops the bottle of shiraz. It
smashes and starts to run down the driveway.
“Crap” she says and steps out to see
Diana parked behind her.
“Get in” she demands.
Rebecca’s curiosity is her weakness.
Getting into the car she is a little nervous but thinks turning points don’t
come around often perhaps this is one that can change things for the better.
Diana parks in front of a brick house
four blocks away. She shows her text messages, it’s from Neil.
*Diana you know
I love you too*
Rebecca can’t believe her eyes, he still
loves his ex? She begins to cry as they both sit in the car and watch Neil pick
up a little girl surely no more than six months old and carry her tenderly in
his arms.
“Who is that?” Rebecca whispers
“My sister Lizzy” Diana replies so
impassively it chills Rebecca.
‘NO’ gasping she reaches over and
squeezes Diana’s hand.
Diana looks at hand and then back up to
Rebecca. “He loves all of us. Am I supposed to accept this too?”

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